Rambling post

I dont know what is wrong now. Is my reaction wrong? Am i blowing things out of proportion? What do i really want?

Its amazing how one moment its all lovey dovey and the next is like the world’s crashing down on me.

In my mind right now i’m lighting up stick after stick, which is impossible because its so bloody cold outside at the staircase lobby and i cant blog this as my laptop’s battery is a piece of crap.

I dont know what your definition of lying is, but to me, keeping something from me is not telling me something, while lying is telling me something else to cover up what you are really doing.

And i’m really hurt hurt that you dont think its wrong. Me flipping out is wrong.

I understand you wanna be there for a friend, but it would have been nice to let me know first right? even if you know i’ll make noise? at least you could have TRIED to be honest. If there is nothing to hide?

Maybe we are just living in two different worlds afterall.

friends

Not that I’m being picky..

But sometimes i really wonder where my friends are? Like seriously. The people i hang out the most now are the group of bros and two couples i’ve gotten to know from my bf.

I know its not nice to keep hanging out with so many guys, and i really like hanging out with the couples so i dont mind..

Its just that, sometimes i’m just so envious. Like you guys always are together. And then i feel awkward cause i’m like alone. I’m not blaming my bf for being tired or busy, but sometimes when you’re alone and when you hang out with couples, its just a lil’ saddening la.

Then i look for my girlfriends. I’m not trying to put it as it seems like they are my last options, but i’ve tried before. They all seem to have their own world, they have their boyfriends and apparently other friends. Like for example, a convo will go like this.

Me : “hey wanna meet me tmr?”
Friend A : “eh cannot ah my bf coming to meet me!”

Me : “Wanna grab some dinner tmr?
Friend B : “I’m meeting my bf for shopping”

These are just examples, i’m not trying to pin point anyone or any event that happened.

Its just that, sometimes i really feel so alone. Whats best, coming week I AM going to be all alone cause family’s going taiwan.

This feeling really sucks.

Exams -.-

AIYOH EXAMS COMING

*smacks forehead* ANOTHER SEMESTER OVER.

its like, time is passing by sooooooo fast. Need to start studying :(

So anywayyyy, want to update some photos from Xueqi’s birthday!

Okay i know i damn lag.. but i’m like feeling bored so i’ll just post it. credits to Xueqi!

Had Nihon mura buffet! its damn good and worth the price luh i think. but its like so fatttttt Oh well. I loved the mentai baked mussels! but i didnt take a photo of it cause i was too greedy and hungry urgh. soooo, xueqi have a photo of the jap ice cream!

see xueqi so cute. heh getting old liao huh!

Okay so anyway! If you guys havent known, i’ve finally got a melody hugeass plushie!

aiyoh so cute i cannot tank. love melodyyyyyy!

okay i guess thats it, im getting alil distracted cause i googling for chick flicks to watch. toodles! <3

useless post w camwhore shots

Okay sibei long never update my blog alreadyyyyyy. ITS DEAD.

hehe oh well, been sooooo busy! Work/school omg dont even have time for myself to nua, seriously.

but thennnn, as i’m in a decent mood today, shall post some photos of me for funnnnn. damn sian, am pondering if i should do i vlog or a cover!

am recently into talking to the moon by bruno mars <3

yeah i know its not a new song, yada yada. i like can already.

anyway, random facts!

met up w jannn for fun heh

Val went back

oh well she’ll be back in december! imh alr <3

Countdown

A day when i wore maxi dress to school. It was DAMN hot i swear. The weather’s being really screwed up recently aint it?! -.- Can be so damn stuffy and humid and suddenly can rain like there’s no tomorrow. Tsk, really annoying to plan outfits.

Jasmine accompanied me that day cause only had 9am-11am class but apparently teacher never showed up so the class self dismissed at 10am. Met up with clique for lunch at macs, and Ruhui came by later to meet.

With Hafizah taken @ Maestro :)

Just a brief update, with the excitement of the election going on now its quite fun to stay up and watch no matter how tired i am from work. haha, even the coffeeshop is full, its like the worldcup sia! o.o

Its damn apparent that PAP has won (up till now) majority of the seats already, so its getting boring. Ah well, i’m never into politics anyways, not trying to sound bimbo or what but the world is ending hahaha.

Okay gna sleep, family’s prolly gna torture me by waking me up at ungodly hours to me on a sunday. TSK.

Clique♥

ITS MAY ALREADY! ♥♥

Havent been updating my blog for so long, idk why no feel to update eh. Sighzxzx, nobody reads it anyways hmmph. :/

Poly Clique ♥

Went Cineleisure for Ivy’s belated birthday celebration! Had buffet at Nihon Mura (?) with Dekang, Idris, Cheryl, Ivy, Xueqi and Weiting. The first outing we had together as a clique. ♥

 

Hahaha it was super fun to eat with all of them! And i think the buffet price quite cheap so its worth going again sometime! :)

Apparently we ran all over Cine and couldnt find a cake shop, so we went to this shop at scape which sells snow ice, idk what name la. Bought mango cheesecake for Ivy

But honest opinion to all, the cake wasnt good according to Ivy. So if you wanna get a cake, dont get it there. LOL.

Idris and Ivy damn funny, they swopped slippers and wore it from the train to the mrt platform! hahaha Idris’s slippers look like some dolphin man’s or something LOL .

Oh i forgot to say, i saw Ruien and Lee Nanxing at Scape while they were filming! OMG I ♥ Ruien she’s so awesome.

Okayokay im doing my homework while posting this and im completely lost in stats mtds fml! goodbyeeeeee.

Cine♥

Went Cine everyday of this week. LOL. Cannot tahan eh, its to meet the girls! Lepak sessions are so shiok only. Haha :)

Hehe Rachel and i outside oldtown.

VALERIE IS BACK OMG. ♥♥

Wah damn miss her. And she’s going back on this coming wednesday! Awesome sidekicks only, we two are th best. hahaha damn sad la she going back Never even had an exciting clubbing session together tsk.

Oh and Shuyi coloured her hair! Looks so much better, but she looks more ghostly at the same time lololol.

It has been really seriously way too long babeeeee ♥

Oh the first time i actually tried real food at toast box! dammit didnt take a photo of the laksa. It was nice, and i was so suprised they used bee thai mak(?) I LOVE BEE THAI MAK. hahaha lol! I guess the kinda disappointing part was there wasnt any cockles in it and i love cockles in laksa so yeah Was hoping to try the curry chicken rice last night but they were sold out tsk.

Oh yeah, ran into Shawnfang @ school that day OMGZXZX. He’s still totally the same, when i see him i miss bss choir. :/ ah well, goodtimes goodtimes. hahaha.

Okay anyways its going 5.45 unknowingly and i needa go to bed.

sweetdreams world!

Too cute.

Photos from some time ago.

CQ toilet mirror!

LOL okay posted photos of myself without makeup. Stupid la dont look like AL okay. tsk.

Omg cant believe school’s starting in a week. Cannot party already. shitzxzx. Sigh nevermind tired already. Or maybe i’m just getting old. urgh.

Its 6.30am and im wide awake. GG la my body clock. Got so many things to do today man. TSK.

Past week

SIAMTHIEW (?) LOLOLOL!  with Dorisa

Neverland was fun i guess. haha i dont think im much thaipubs -.- Just go there drink only loh. ALL THE GIRLS THERE ARE SO HOT. seriously, feel emo when i go there tsk.

REBEL/ZIRCA ! ♥♥

Went rebel/zirca ♥ after party ended went down to west coast for more drinks with Donald, Dorisa and Andre!

Yeah can see the above picture Andre was too tired. Hahahaha.

I think drinking makes me damn dehydrated. Pfft irritated. Have been partying non stop since last wednesday, finally taking a break tonight cause i was awake all the way till 7plus? Then FINALLY got to sleep when EJ calls 2 hours later asking if i want movie and supper. SERIOUSLY-.-! And i was sooooo lazy to go out, but now im damn awake. TSK. When he goes back to sleep. TMD.

Okay tmr who’s on for Zirca/Rebel again?! ♥♥ see you thereeeeee

AKSENT DAY :)

SO MANY PICTURES FROM THAT DAY.

I swear its the earliest time i woke up and met them.

Accompanied Vanessa for her haircut with Rachel, Mandi, Enghan, Steffen and Chunhoe.

Vanessa went ATAS place for hair cut leh, not bad. Next at Ion.

Met up with Dorisa and had fun at arcades at Cine and Scape!

Nabei la i think i’ve gotten so fat. TIME TO GO EXERCISE. tsk, think i’ll die man.

Note to self, stop drinking so much! Tsktsk. I wanna swear off clubbing but i think i’ll prolly regret after a week. DAMMIT. Going clubbing just encourages me to drink. Not high no party mood man! hahaha but i still totally love rebel la. <3