Not that I’m being picky..
But sometimes i really wonder where my friends are? Like seriously. The people i hang out the most now are the group of bros and two couples i’ve gotten to know from my bf.
I know its not nice to keep hanging out with so many guys, and i really like hanging out with the couples so i dont mind..
Its just that, sometimes i’m just so envious. Like you guys always are together. And then i feel awkward cause i’m like alone. I’m not blaming my bf for being tired or busy, but sometimes when you’re alone and when you hang out with couples, its just a lil’ saddening la.
Then i look for my girlfriends. I’m not trying to put it as it seems like they are my last options, but i’ve tried before. They all seem to have their own world, they have their boyfriends and apparently other friends. Like for example, a convo will go like this.
Me : “hey wanna meet me tmr?”
Friend A : “eh cannot ah my bf coming to meet me!”
Me : “Wanna grab some dinner tmr?
Friend B : “I’m meeting my bf for shopping”
These are just examples, i’m not trying to pin point anyone or any event that happened.
Its just that, sometimes i really feel so alone. Whats best, coming week I AM going to be all alone cause family’s going taiwan.
This feeling really sucks.
